dear insecurity

Dear insecurity
​When you gonna take your hands off me?
​When you ever gonna let me be
​Proud of who I am?
​Oh insecurity
​When you gonna take your hands off me?
​When you ever gonna let me be
​Just the way I am?
Dear insecurity I hate the way you make me feel
I hate the things you make me think
​You make me sick to my stomach
​I wish that I wasn’t me
​Some days, when I wake up I see myself in the mirror
I feel like what shouldn’t be couldn’t be clearer
​My nose to my clothes, from my chin to my skin
I’ll never be good enough ever again
For you, so I changed for you
Then I’d died for you, then you made me blue
​If I were you, I’d hate me too
​But I already feel like you do
Because​, you tell me I’m not worth shit
And the bad luck’s on purpose
And if I’m sad then I deserve it
But underneath the surface
I’m hurting, searching and learning
​My imperfections make me perfect

gnash